gonna try to do this with just words

1 - what I’m craving for right now

a steaming warm animal style four by three from in n' out, with crispy buns just crispy enough that they resist a bite but aren't stiffly burnt and warm juicy, mustard crisped patties and perfectly melted american in between 'em, extra grilled onions left with a tiny crunch with the caramelized charred taste and refreshing lettuce and extra chopped peppers on the bottom with copious amounts of that special sauce that i refuse to believe is just thousand island

2 - a secret

nobody knows all of my secrets

3 - one of the things I am proud of

my hands

4 - one of my insecurities

quadruple forte arguments

5 - my childhood career choice

trash truck driver

seriously.

6 - my favorite band right now

john legend and the roots

7 - what turns me on

that coy smile

8 - a confession

i'm a lot more lost on the inside than i show, whether its leading a group of friends to where we should grab dinner or something more serious

9 - one of my bad habits

a cycle of procrastination that perpetually keeps me frustrated

10 - who I wish I could be

grandpa

11 - where I would like to live

i want to be brave enough to move out of even just this city, and if i were, norcal or the northwest, but i won't be, so the city of angels it is - for now

12 - what I think of myself

limitlessly limited, but with enough to get by and be alright