the weather today was beautiful with those tiered clouds and i've transcended fatigue and i felt like caesar walking through the empty halls after three sat ii's and relaxing up at gelson's, treating myself to a formidable lunch while people-watching homogenized palisadians and i felt pretty alright being alone, even though my brain is split and my heart doesn't care anymore but all that matters is that the evening was the perfect combination of spring chill and summer night warmth and i'm laughing freely again.